Chapter 53
Andrei sang a funny song. He did not call attention to Sonia. His thoughts and feelings are trapped in a bar. The girl, cheerful and energetic, it seemed, was still before the inner eye of his mind. If the eye of the mind in general, could this guy. Mobile said it was the message: "I love you" and the signature "Katoka. Andrei has sent a message: "Who are you?". In response came the video call. His recent knowledge of a smiling girl appeared at the top of the screen:
"It's me, Annie. - In French "I love you" means "I love you." Katoka - Japanese character is Annie, or rather, in Japanese. Ha, ha, ha! "Come, enough steam in the cabin, go swimming.
Andrew did not know what to do. Boredom beside Sonia, or ... He stopped singing, looked at her and thought she was asleep. Sonia at the time read the guide to France. "Rodez - (Languedoc Rodés in Occitan) is a French commune located in the department of Aveyron and the Midi-Pyrenees. The city of Rodez is built on a hill and is on the edge of the plateau (north-east) and Segala (south-west )..... "Sonia heard how Andrei was on the telephone. When Andrei approached Sonia pretended to sleep. Andrei left. Sonia was in bed, eyes closed and thought: when your boyfriend is behaving badly, it must be stopped. When he behaves well, you should check what really is. Sonia had overcome the nausea out of his cabin. See what is so good behavior of her boyfriend. Sonia was nervous and did not understand what she wanted to know. She wanted to sort out his personal suspicions, understand many things, but she knew she did not possess a sufficient level of preparedness for such an event. Well, she'll understand, and what to do next? Sonia had decided to just walk around, nothing wrong with Andrei. Yes, and what you can blame youth? The fact that they sing, dance, tell jokes, love blindly, ignore these promises, do sports, fall in love ... And everything is superlative. However, if you think about it, we see that the movements of his reflections suggest that Sonia had problems in his thoughts. As she allows such blunders, which is itself long after forced to think, analyze. And, more importantly, it suffers. Even if she can not live without feelings? It's like living in a swoon, or as a monument to its own fear? So, how to live? It is difficult to answer his questions. But in reality everything is very simple. The feelings that are the voice of life. No, life-it's something more. Feelings - these are small blocks of life. So what do you, Sonia? Possess a man to manage it indefinitely? Do not you know that man wants only two things: danger and play. That's why he wants a woman - as the most dangerous plaything. And it must be a professional to learn how to manage the master so that unsuspecting. It's not fun to be a master of making excuses for yourself. This master craftsman is rarely more than a day. Immersed in his thoughts did not notice that Sonia was the night the bridge was cold. Sonia returned to his cabin, comfortably stretched out in bed, and there a familiar voice said "Good night, Sonia, you have to adapt to this situation. This is a long time. End of your story irrelevant. "Sonia heard the voice of the Halcyon.
-Do you think he likes me?
- I do not think the youth prone to making promises. And then make excuses: "Nobody I thought it would be difficult, no one has managed to scare me. "Young people are interested in two possibilities: pick up and get it. Youth is - "a rock" - a reef or rock at water level. Destiny-that is diagnosed with the disease about which you know everything, but you can not heal. It is something by which you are drawn, and then you want to escape. But everything remains in place, it's you that moves. Cowards all. That all goes away, as it is. Guess that's what happened. That consciousness itself says of himself. Consciousness is the message of Mind, based on previous experiences. Is your head already had such thoughts?
- I thought - Sonia sighed -. I can not articulate my thoughts and I do not know how to learn to do that.
-From the mind must follow it. The fact meaningful. Then he must decide mentally whatever you want to say out loud. One may speak if you know the exact meaning of words. We have to talk much, but your expressions must be very clear. Do you understand?
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