Chapter 57
Andrei went home for dinner. Sonia said nothing, she did not even ask where he spent the night. For his clothes rumpled and tired face could understand that he had fun tonight.
"Would you like coffee?
-I want, thank you. Sonia
prepared coffee in silence. She put a nice towel and pulled out his favorite mug on a sub section of lavender on a tray and brought the coffee lounge. Andrei
drank the coffee in silence, while clicking the TV remote, changing channels, no one bothered. Sonia saw a flash of sunlight on the ground. Today's sunny and beautiful looks. She wanted to go out, go to the park, sitting on a bench under the warm rays that make their way through the crown of the tree. Speaking of good things. Sonia wanted to feel the contact with soft hands. And choose the time to inform her beloved she prepares to become a mother.
-Andrei, I want to tell you about an important issue.
-Talk.
-I would go to the park, sit, I'll tell you something important.
No, not that. I'm tired. I want to sleep. Besides, I also wanted to talk to you about something important to me. But unlike you, I do not need to go to the park.
Well, talk about your business - agreed to Sonia, and then we go to the park.
- I do not know where to begin.
-Start from the beginning.
Last night I was at the club, I met one of my friends and we talked about my situation. My friend told me that I am and I am gigolo in your care.
-This is not true. At this point, I have money. Over time, and you can occur to your needs yourself. You'll do your studies, have a good job, earn money and take me in your care. I'll be happy. Andrei
did not answer. He took a sip of coffee and continued
-Sonia, I love you very much. But in my soul lives of strange thoughts. Like two wolves are fighting among themselves. A bad wolf, and the other is nice. The wicked wolf that you and I said, we can not have a common future, because we have a huge age difference. When I have 40 years, you'll have more than fifty years. Cosmetic surgery can not help you. I fear such a prospect.
Sonia knew that sooner or later this issue will arise. But no, my God, not today. Not today! Not today!
But it happened today. Andrei has not stopped speaking out loud, he did not say he is stupid and he did not think what he said. He has retracted his words. His face was dark and did not promise anything good.
Sonia realized that they will not go to the park, it will say anything today. Of course, she dreamed that the situation will be like in the movie. So that when she will announce to her beloved great news, he will be happy. He kissing, caressing her belly and listen to the baby, saying: "How is
Does our baby?
"You know, Sonia, I realized that I must be alone, to get me to understand what I want. I will go home to Kiev, where I need to adjust some things. Maybe I will return.
Sonia was silent. Andrei decided that silence is a sign of his agreement. May itself be understood that their relationship was becoming burdensome.
"My airplane is in four hours. Andrei
itself is not realized at the end that criticizes his current conversation-that is the result of taking the drug, which has put into his glass of champagne at the club Annie . He still felt a certain unreality. But what's done is done. He rose to the second floor, took a shower, got dressed, took the phone and passport. He had the tickets. He thought the purchase the airport. He called a taxi and drove away.
Sonia sat in stunned silence for about five hours. It was estimated that the interior of his body in a process of fossilization. Everything is within it become stony, stony, and finally was no longer living.
A maid found her in this state, and called the doctor. The doctor looked at Sonia, he said she suffered severe stress and it takes a shot of tranquilizer. Sonia was lying in bed. Thus, his fears have come true: poor rich woman: without family, without friends, without nationality, without insurance, without a lover, without hope for the future. Alone in a big house, a castle called Andrei.
The next evening, Sonia got up from bed. She took off her bandage-elastic belly now she no longer needs to hide it. Ella took her diary and writing.
"I wish, I can. I'll try to keep my heart in love, try not despair and do not get angry. He was right.
I want to forget everything and run away from everyone - far, long time - until I get caught between heaven and earth. Where none is nobody. Andrei no, no stone, no Pavlik. There is nobody who has made his painful love. Sonia did not notice that his writing drafts aloud.
- How to live? How to live? What to do?
Make-bite! - The doctor arrived at the scheduled time. It was a shot of tranquilizer and Sonia stayed another day.
She awoke to a phone call. Decided. She will respond. She does not know. That a call can be done? It needs to Andrei, but he gave up. That everything will remain unchanged. There's nothing more she wants.
The phone rang and rang. Sonia has not responded. She decided that she must go into the street, among the gents, otherwise it will lose the spirit.
Chapter 58
Marielle had no tears. She cried all night when she was traveling in his dream with his mother in heaven. Her mother showed her dad. She told how it could be that they meet at the place where girls and the mother are not yet.
There is a space in time rubber "of eternity, where it coincides this has already happened, what will happen, and what is happening now. Tomorrow
Marielle and Isabelle have 15 years. Today, they are not yet born. Marielle crying because her mother. She sees her mother, pregnant, under the influence of drugs, was thrown from the car under the walls of an Orthodox monastery. Sonia remained lying on the damp ground. Wounds on his head bleeding abandonment A stray dog was licking the wound and tried to bite his ear. The pain woke Sonya and she cried to help. Nobody answered.
... Sonia was on a carriage which brought him into surgery. Marielle sees the moment of his birth. He saw the worried faces of doctors and hear their prognosis
-No chance ....
She saw her mother taken to the convent, because she has no nationality and health insurance. Mom was left in the park near the monastery. By law, he should back to where it was found.
... Sonia has stayed in his castle, and saw a terrible dream. As if she is in time with his daughter rubber. The daughter will be 15 years tomorrow. And now, in time of rubber, Sonia sees: a monastery. The trolley, anesthesia, twins, faces dull doctors.
In the dream everything is always twisted and uncomprehending. Do not believe in dreams. We must not think bad things, everything will be fine. It's just dead air in the room. We must go out, go to the people who walk in the park. I'm going to do - decided to Sonia, dressed, took a bag and left. The park was deserted. Sonia sat down on a bench, opened the bag and began to read the notes of his grandmother. Sonia felt dizzy, and she did what she told the psychologist. He taught at Sonia to heal with a sheet of white paper. You must write on a piece of that concern. She removes the sheet away, and instinctively away from her problems. It away and less hassle.
Sonia took a pen and wrote: "Silk courageous, Sonia.
Lyon Street looked fresh and washed. The air caressed impressive his lungs. It turned out that the book was more interesting as Sonia thought. She was caught by reading, and did not pay attention to two men who had already marched several times before the bench where she sat. These men looked to the eye Sonia attentive, moved from phone calls, then they approached Sonia gently from behind.
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